i lose my head.

i wear a jacket even when it's hot
i dream
of writing songs and reading sonnets
while walking backwards
i talk in my sleep
and sometimes i try to get
into your dreams

sometimes i just lose my head


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The client told me to “fix” my English. I just realized they were pertaining to the Minutes of the Meeting that my team mate wrote. (Apparently they thought it was mine). Upon checking, the thing is full of grammatical errors T_T 

Haha. Now I’m cleaning up someone else’s mess. Plus people think I have bad English. I swear I’m going to kill someone.

I think I know my tenses well, thank you very much. 

Seriously, how can you graduate from one of the top universities here and still not know how to use proper English? GOD.

Some GG fans equate love to money. 

He gave her a beautiful necklace = love

He bought her a Harry Winston ring = love

Paid a photographer to pretend to know her and make her feel special = love

As in he gave up money to pay for the dowry = love

He sold her for a hotel (which is equal to money) = love

When it comes to the other option

He lives in brooklyn = eww no! not love

He bought her a cubic zirconia tiara = eww no. not the real thing! not love

Can’t pay dowry = EWW POOR!! NOT LOVE!!

Yes. The sucker uses his money to make her feel good (or bad in a certain instance). Yes, the writer doesn’t buy her expensive things, but he makes her feel safe and strong. That’s more than you can say for the rich guy who throws away his money for “love”. Money can buy you a lot of things but most certainly can’t buy you happiness. At least not the real kind. Because let’s be honest, how can you feel consistently happy if someone devastates you?

The idea that you’re happy with someone can only last for so long. So good luck. Your warped logic about the times you use money to make someone “happy” being tantamount to love can only bring you so far. Have a happy life everyone. Hope someone showers you with money and empty promises.

(via amo0onagh)

excessive-waffles:

Now and then I think of the movies they saw together

When they were so happy that I could die

Told myself they would be endgame

But she chose the man who sold her for a company

And it’s a love it’s an ache I can’t get over.

I can be addicted to a certain kind of…

So I’ve decided to put my frustrations into writing. Because the writers took everything away from me. They can’t take away my feelings.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8121676/1/

sophiabee:

one more nagging thought about the finale.

I am positive, and the writers/producers have basically stated, that the intent of the finale was to bring all the characters full circle, back to where they started, so they head into S6 with everyone where they were when they started. I am convinced…

I'm probably going to watch also... i think idk. I'm usually annoyingly and illogically loyal. GG is just taking advantage of me and I know it.
cocoagua cocoagua Said:

We’re putting ourselves through a lot of pain. :( Why??

Also…

If what they wanted was for Blair to just end up with Chuck then they could have done just that in the following eps:

5x13. Blair should have run away with him then. Not called Dan to drive her away from the wedding.

5x14. She should have chosen to be with him, no matter the cost. Not reject his offer and tell him to let her handle things on her own THEN tell Dan that she needs him

5x15. She should have looked for him and kissed him. Not let Dan kiss her.


5x16. Should have told Chuck that her feelings are still the same. Not admitted to Dan that she has feelings for him


5.17. SHOULD HAVE CHOSEN CHUCK INSTEAD OF RUNNING TO DAN WHEN HE ALREADY CONCEDED.

5x19. Should have gotten back with Chuck when he paid the dowry. Not relish in the fact that Dan would let her feel like a princess no matter what.

I can go on.

SO WHY?? WHY ON EARTH DID THEY JUST NOT TAKE THOSE CHANCES? WHY DID THEY FUCKING HAVE TO STRING US ALONG? THEY HAD EVERY OPPORTUNITY!?!?!?!?!?

Edit: Let me add -> they shouldn’t have made Dan write vows that “peered” through Blair’s soul. 

This is a lot of ass-fuckery.

I’m still going to watch Season 6. Because I could not NOT know what happens next.

no1else-but-me answered your question: You know what else I don’t understand?

Blair is part of the CIA is what I am going with.

*sigh* i wish… but could those little things be clues after all? but Savage killed that hope too… WHY T_T

Asker Anonymous Asks:
No I'm done after the writers basically gave into the chuckistans threats and bullying. I'm done. I watched during season 1-3. CB bored me to tears stop watching came back when I thought DB was gaining traction. I'm done especially when the writers just stated that CB was the story they were trying to tell during this season. I'm a dan stan and I'm beyond pissed I can't even think straight. He should have let chuck die in the alley. And not bother to help anyone of these people. shit ass show.
cocoagua cocoagua Said:

I admire you. As much as I want to be done with this show, I can’t let it go. Not even after that clusterfuck of an episode. DB was so gooooood. I don’t know how they suddenly let that go without a proper story.

And yes. It’s a shit ass show. I hate it. But I love to hate it. Something’s wrong with me, basically.

Asker Anonymous Asks:
That's what this show was meant to be and what they wanted it to be. I applaud the GG writers to be honest even if people are pissed at them for ruining their ship. Dan will come back angry, after all he was the outsider. He never liked that scene and was kind of pushed into it. Now, he pushed himself out and he'll be back with revenge. I like where season 6 will go, to be honest. It will end with a bang.
cocoagua cocoagua Said:

Right now I don’t really know what to think. I’m more sad than pissed. And confused… I don’t really get it. But if this the direction they’ve been aiming, then maybe a better written entire season would be good for it.

Dan told Serena that Blair texted him that she’s on her way. But then Blair went to Chuck… So what gives?

Asker Anonymous Asks:
I don't want Dan to be a villain for the simple they wouldn't let him win against anyone especially Chuck Bass. I hate this show with every fiber of my being.
cocoagua cocoagua Said:

Hi Anon. In my head Dan will take over the world and screw them all over.


I hate myself for even bothering with this show. XD Are you still going to watch S6? Because I probably will. Because this is a hard habit to break.

Am I the only one who wants to see Dan back as very pissed and somewhat evil Dan Humphrey?

I mean, I’m not a fan of him cheating on Blair.

But I’m also not a fan of Blair NOT breaking up with him before going to Chuck.

So I want Dan back, hot as fuck, and angry as hell, with that tell-all book. HAHA.